I still love her;
So love her.
I still miss her;
So miss her.
Share your words about it
and then
put them all aside.
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Thursday, December 15
Friday, December 9
Wish her happy
Been insomnia for long.
Awful nights.
Seek for refuge, i shall.
A place where i belong.
Trust and faith, i lack.
Belief and love, i seek.
She be happy, i wish;
for that's the reason
I'll be happy.
A smile from her, i need.
Not more, not less.
She be happy.
Awful nights.
Seek for refuge, i shall.
A place where i belong.
Trust and faith, i lack.
Belief and love, i seek.
She be happy, i wish;
for that's the reason
I'll be happy.
A smile from her, i need.
Not more, not less.
She be happy.
Wednesday, November 23
Tuesday, November 22
成全
地球
一直在转动；
事物在变，
人也在变。
物质和肉体上的占据，
是 短暂的；
而
心灵上的占据，
也
不见得
是 永恒的。
得不到
是
注定
得到的
是
幸运
失去了
是
领悟
茫茫人海中，
能相遇
是
缘份
能相爱
是
福份
寻寻觅觅中，
能找到爱你的
那是
一件快乐的事
能找到你爱的
那是
一件幸运的事
能找到知心的
那是
一件比幸运更幸运的事
找到知心又相爱的，
那是
一件什么事呢？
或者
问题应该是
能找到吗？
对于失去的
虽然
虽然
不能够
绝对潇洒
绝对潇洒
但
最起码
在这追寻的过程中
要懂得 成全
要懂得 成全
Saturday, November 19
以为
原来
并没那么简单,
丢弃的东西
虽然不再出现在眼前,
但
回忆
始终像烙印般,
深深地刻在脑海中.
我
以为我能做到,
但
原来,
不简单.
我
错了.
幼稚的做法,
让我成熟了吗?
顿时领悟了.
如果,
时间可以倒流,
我
宁愿
保留我的幼稚,
也不愿
把它们扔掉.
毕竟
它们都是
我们曾经爱过的证据.
Friday, November 18
那些年, 我们一起追过的女孩
恋爱最美好的, 就是暧昧的感觉.
是酱吗?
当回忆成为仅仅剩下的东西时，
遗憾
往往战胜一切，
而让故事变得凄美动人。
当希望不可能被实现时，
盼望
往往只能被深藏心底深处，
好让故事永成回忆。
从单纯的喜欢， 到纯情的暧昧，到错过的美好。
终究不能演变成
浓浓的爱情。
真相， 真的那么难被接受吗？
不是，
只是一旦[当下]变得太过美好的时候，
我们都不愿去改变，
害怕一旦改变，
原本的美好也随之飘走了，
但却不懂，
要迎来更美好的将来，改变是必然的。
或许
也是因为这样，
故事才变得如此感人，
遗憾中
还能品尝出
一点点暧昧的滋味。
是酱吗?
当回忆成为仅仅剩下的东西时，
遗憾
往往战胜一切，
而让故事变得凄美动人。
当希望不可能被实现时，
盼望
往往只能被深藏心底深处，
好让故事永成回忆。
从单纯的喜欢， 到纯情的暧昧，到错过的美好。
终究不能演变成
浓浓的爱情。
真相， 真的那么难被接受吗？
不是，
只是一旦[当下]变得太过美好的时候，
我们都不愿去改变，
害怕一旦改变，
原本的美好也随之飘走了，
但却不懂，
要迎来更美好的将来，改变是必然的。
或许
也是因为这样，
故事才变得如此感人，
遗憾中
还能品尝出
一点点暧昧的滋味。
Tuesday, June 28
Create Existence
I have to admit that there will be an artist-of-the-year nominated by my inner me.
It's being done subconsciously.
Couldn't help it.
Gary Chaw and JJ Lin had both been mine for the past two years respectively.
This year?
Adele.
Fantastic vocal performance.
Strong and deep voices.
Can't get her songs off my mind. Seriously.
At least for now.
She's just amazing.
Her songs are just soul-touching.
Don't believe me? Hear it for yourself.
Rolling In The Deep [2011]
Someone Like You [2011]
These are just two provisional feeds. Don't bother to get somemore songs for yourself. U definitely are gonna like it.
Not just like it. U're gonna repeat for thousands times like i did.
The songs are addictive.
U might start wondering what the hell do adele's songs have to do with my title.
Well. Nothing, literally.
But, somehow, by listening to her songs.
I found the importance of creating self-existence.
Now, Adele has successfully created her appearance in me.
Apparently, it's not just me. It's hundreds of millions of people on this earth.
She exists for her voice.
She exists for her performance.
She exists for her belief.
We always hear people telling us that the reason for living is for yourself.
U live for yourself rather than for others.
But, is it true?
Or maybe the question should be: can it be?
I cannot.
Certainly, i can't. At least not for current moment.
I feel like i don't really exist.
I seriously think that i ought to live for someone. or perhaps something.
I feel pathetic for right now im living for myself.
I'm alone.
Of cos, i have family, girl friend, best friends and lots of good friends.
BUT, i can feel the emptiness in myself.
It's really empty.
I wish i can express it.
By any means.
Like Adele. She expresses her feelings so well in her music.
Arh. We are always told that music (singing) is a way to express oneself.
How true?
It's not easy. And if u observe carefully, it really does.
But, how many people are able to express themselves just like Adele does?
Very little.
I mean most of us can't even face ourselves truthfully.
U might not agree with me.
but, Well, let's face it.
Self-existence is now associated to being honest to oneself.
Oh mine. It's getting damn complicated.
I've got it complicated.
Great.
It's being done subconsciously.
Couldn't help it.
Gary Chaw and JJ Lin had both been mine for the past two years respectively.
This year?
Adele.
Fantastic vocal performance.
Strong and deep voices.
Can't get her songs off my mind. Seriously.
At least for now.
She's just amazing.
Her songs are just soul-touching.
Don't believe me? Hear it for yourself.
Rolling In The Deep [2011]
Someone Like You [2011]
These are just two provisional feeds. Don't bother to get somemore songs for yourself. U definitely are gonna like it.
Not just like it. U're gonna repeat for thousands times like i did.
The songs are addictive.
U might start wondering what the hell do adele's songs have to do with my title.
Well. Nothing, literally.
But, somehow, by listening to her songs.
I found the importance of creating self-existence.
Now, Adele has successfully created her appearance in me.
Apparently, it's not just me. It's hundreds of millions of people on this earth.
She exists for her voice.
She exists for her performance.
She exists for her belief.
We always hear people telling us that the reason for living is for yourself.
U live for yourself rather than for others.
But, is it true?
Or maybe the question should be: can it be?
I cannot.
Certainly, i can't. At least not for current moment.
I feel like i don't really exist.
I seriously think that i ought to live for someone. or perhaps something.
I feel pathetic for right now im living for myself.
I'm alone.
Of cos, i have family, girl friend, best friends and lots of good friends.
BUT, i can feel the emptiness in myself.
It's really empty.
I wish i can express it.
By any means.
Like Adele. She expresses her feelings so well in her music.
Arh. We are always told that music (singing) is a way to express oneself.
How true?
It's not easy. And if u observe carefully, it really does.
But, how many people are able to express themselves just like Adele does?
Very little.
I mean most of us can't even face ourselves truthfully.
U might not agree with me.
but, Well, let's face it.
Self-existence is now associated to being honest to oneself.
Oh mine. It's getting damn complicated.
I've got it complicated.
Great.
Tuesday, April 12
T.O.O R.U.S.H
Well. It's now April.
Mid of April, to be more precise.
The good thing is, I stop procrastinating.
It's great, isn't it?
Yeah, i found a part time job.
It's an office job, not the kind of event job that i thought i would have found.
Making decision has never been easy since i was born.
It has not been made much easier since i finished my advanced diploma, either.
Despite the fact that i have half a year to go before i'm officially graduated,
i truly think that it's time to start narrowing down the options for my future career.
Good question with endless answers which leads to no answer.
Whilst the search of the answer, i came across this job.
A kind of job that deals with telemarketing stuff.
Not that kind that involves lead-generation.
Just normal calling job.
That's not the main point here. The main point here is that i get to be exposed to this telecommunication company.
And it happens to be a very very big enterprise.
Cool, isn't it?
Is this fate?
want me to get involved in telecommunication field which i once thought to be an interesting field for me to get in?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I believed in fate.
Now, i continue to believe more so.
Anyhow, i'm learning alot. Much.
The things around, the office culture, the people, the environment, the food, the technology....
So much that i've realized.
I still like to complicate stuff and rush things.
Still a hot Thing.
Still young, i guess.
Mid of April, to be more precise.
The good thing is, I stop procrastinating.
It's great, isn't it?
Yeah, i found a part time job.
It's an office job, not the kind of event job that i thought i would have found.
Making decision has never been easy since i was born.
It has not been made much easier since i finished my advanced diploma, either.
Despite the fact that i have half a year to go before i'm officially graduated,
i truly think that it's time to start narrowing down the options for my future career.
Good question with endless answers which leads to no answer.
Whilst the search of the answer, i came across this job.
A kind of job that deals with telemarketing stuff.
Not that kind that involves lead-generation.
Just normal calling job.
That's not the main point here. The main point here is that i get to be exposed to this telecommunication company.
And it happens to be a very very big enterprise.
Cool, isn't it?
Is this fate?
want me to get involved in telecommunication field which i once thought to be an interesting field for me to get in?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I believed in fate.
Now, i continue to believe more so.
Anyhow, i'm learning alot. Much.
The things around, the office culture, the people, the environment, the food, the technology....
So much that i've realized.
I still like to complicate stuff and rush things.
Still a hot Thing.
Still young, i guess.
Sunday, March 20
It's 2011 march now. Soon it's gonna be April and May will be just right after.
Time is passing by. I'm procrastinating. The drama of life is happening. Without pauses. My grandpa left us. The leaving is forever. My family is recovering, getting used to what it turned out to be. Everything was so sudden. Without noticeable sign, things just happened.
Life was wonderful and is less wonderful now.
Don't quite sure what it's gonna like in the future.
The world sucked. It still is. I'm sure it will always be that way. Greed is the biggest hindrance to the peace of the world. Greed is good. But it's always good for one, never more than that.
I was seeking for the peace of mind. I'm still seeking for it. But the world sucks. my body is greatly affected. My soul is directly influenced. The fact is that peace of the world could hardly be achieved. Chances are there. But very tiny. Almost negligible. Yet, chances are there. Peace of mind could easily be achieved. Well, not as easily as told after all. It practically involves the exercise of being ignorant. There was once a saying says "ignorance is bliss". It's undeniably true.
But, how?
Time is passing by. I'm procrastinating. The drama of life is happening. Without pauses. My grandpa left us. The leaving is forever. My family is recovering, getting used to what it turned out to be. Everything was so sudden. Without noticeable sign, things just happened.
Life was wonderful and is less wonderful now.
Don't quite sure what it's gonna like in the future.
The world sucked. It still is. I'm sure it will always be that way. Greed is the biggest hindrance to the peace of the world. Greed is good. But it's always good for one, never more than that.
I was seeking for the peace of mind. I'm still seeking for it. But the world sucks. my body is greatly affected. My soul is directly influenced. The fact is that peace of the world could hardly be achieved. Chances are there. But very tiny. Almost negligible. Yet, chances are there. Peace of mind could easily be achieved. Well, not as easily as told after all. It practically involves the exercise of being ignorant. There was once a saying says "ignorance is bliss". It's undeniably true.
But, how?
Saturday, October 30
Twentyone-year-old
Most of my frens
have turned or are turning
into
being a 21-year-old.
And ofcz, I already am.
It's not as easy as anyone else below 21 might be thinking.
It's not that fun after all.
To me,
it means it's time to bear all the shit by my own.
Both good shit and bad shit.
DECISION of life.
where difficulty lies,
where doubts grow,
where future seems unclear,
where you choose your LIFE.
I'm experimenting.
I'm experiencing.
I'm examining.
I'm working out Jeck's life.
have turned or are turning
into
being a 21-year-old.
And ofcz, I already am.
It's not as easy as anyone else below 21 might be thinking.
It's not that fun after all.
To me,
it means it's time to bear all the shit by my own.
Both good shit and bad shit.
DECISION of life.
where difficulty lies,
where doubts grow,
where future seems unclear,
where you choose your LIFE.
I'm experimenting.
I'm experiencing.
I'm examining.
I'm working out Jeck's life.
Wednesday, June 2
感激被感激
除了
曹格 ：再一次
珍惜，
在这个世界上，
对我而言， 最难能可贵的就是
感激 了。
很多时候，
我们
往往把别人对我们的好，
当作理所当然。
到最后， 失去了那份“好心好意”，
却只能
独自感叹。。。
懂得
感激 ；
及时表达
感激 ；
因为
感激
能让人
感激被感激。。。
曹格 ：再一次
Tuesday, June 1
理智与不理智之间
理智 与 不理智
若及若离 是你完美演技、
曹格 : 天使嫉妒的生活
曹格 ：掌纹
之间，
总是
存放着
感性 这一种东西。。。
而
感性，
往往都是被 欲望 所操控着，
能够驾驶 欲望 的人，
我相信都是
非凡人。。。
而
凡人，
我相信都是
被 欲望 驾驶的人。。。
格格不入的歌曲，
凡人的至爱：
曹格 ：入戏
最后 你转身离去
闪过 一丝犹豫
一镜到底 像拍好的剧情
埋下伏笔 未完待续
是我 一直太入戏
彻底 为你着迷
安安静静
有一千种表情
看不清也不想看清
看不清也不想看清
铺天盖地 是你完美演技
一句抱歉 说得煽情
坏人我做就可以
若及若离 是你完美演技、
哪里热闹往哪里去
都随你
一生全命爱着你
陪你演出对手戏
我毫不犹豫
不管未来在哪里
你的绝情 和净利
曹格 : 天使嫉妒的生活
真的什么都别说
彩虹正在消失 我们赶快捕捉
以后的以后再说
你安静的眼神 也有一种节奏
Love is a beautiful thing
多美丽 多难得
Love is a wonderful thing
就是那么爱你 什么都想为你
爱是一种毒瘾 正在发作
你知道我爱你 会爱到很久
甜蜜不必急着说
慢慢享受
连天使都忌妒的生活
只要看你一秒
那些亿万个心愿 都简化成一句我爱你
就是那么爱你
爱是一种毒瘾
正在发作
你知道我爱你
会爱到很久
甜蜜不必急着说
慢慢享受
(幸福的生活)
曹格 ：掌纹
在我的手心 你落下的眼淚很冰
晶瑩的淚滴 輕輕滑過我的一生
春去春又回 我走過的孤獨很黑
難忘那一刻 你走進生命的瞬間
我不信命 我信愛情是沒有理由
悲歡的注定 在我的掌紋中你在那裡
如此的清晰 沒有輸贏 你是我的命
我不信命
我信命中你給的每個 考驗和奇蹟
在我的掌紋中安身立命 是否願意
張開手 你回應
我不信命 我不信命 我只信你
晶瑩的淚滴 輕輕滑過我的一生
春去春又回 我走過的孤獨很黑
難忘那一刻 你走進生命的瞬間
我不信命 我信愛情是沒有理由
悲歡的注定 在我的掌紋中你在那裡
如此的清晰 沒有輸贏 你是我的命
我不信命
我信命中你給的每個 考驗和奇蹟
在我的掌紋中安身立命 是否願意
張開手 你回應
我不信命 我不信命 我只信你
Sunday, May 30
当快乐冲昏了头
当你在享受快乐的时候，
别忘了停下脚步，
问问自己
到底了解自己在做着什么吗。。。
别让快乐冲昏了头！
当你越想要， 但却迟迟得不到，
时机来到了，
你要把握，
但更要节制，
也更要提醒，
别白白断送机会， 也别麻木地去做。。。
别让欲望冲昏了头。。。
两首至爱。 欣赏！
Thursday, May 20
Truth is
Heart-to-heart conversation
leads to
better understanding.
Feelings
are
unseen, untouchable, unpredictable.
Have faith
in what
u are doing.
Sooner of later,
a story of u and her
will be recalled;
Simple,
maybe
with little romance,
with little confusion,
with little expectation,
but
with memorable moments,
with strong belief on each other.
long lasting.
leads to
better understanding.
Feelings
are
unseen, untouchable, unpredictable.
in what
u are doing.
Sooner of later,
a story of u and her
will be recalled;
Simple,
maybe
with little romance,
with little confusion,
with little expectation,
but
with memorable moments,
with strong belief on each other.
long lasting.
Tuesday, May 18
Unveiling the truth
It was
beyond everything in my experience
and
beyond my ability to fix;
I have no right to judge her...
If i chose to stay with her,
knowing the risks,
i'd like to do is give her love and respect,
and
see
how the story would end ... ...
my heart is chaotic...
doing things that got no return...
i deserve it...
it's all fated!
beyond everything in my experience
and
beyond my ability to fix;
I have no right to judge her...
If i chose to stay with her,
knowing the risks,
i'd like to do is give her love and respect,
and
see
how the story would end ... ...
my heart is chaotic...
doing things that got no return...
i deserve it...
it's all fated!
Saturday, December 20
In a different stage in life
There are different life transitions that are inevitable for human...
Whether u accept them willingly or reluctantly, they still keep on coming...
The only thing u can do, most probably would be to acknowledge urself about the changes that are going to happen and make sure u are standing on the right path which will lead u to the right destination...
U might be in control with most of the things in ur life... However, the truth is that not all the things are mutually tolerable and controllable... U can't do anything u want just because u like it...
Nothing is perfect, this is the nature law; the law that everything and everyone just amazingly and undoubtedly conform to... Something that seem to be miraculously perfect must not be what they seem to be... So, don't seek for perfection in urself... Rather seek for flaw in urself... DEAL with it, CONQUER it, BEFRIEND with it, and finally BE it part of ur life...
Thing's saying: Flaw makes someone looks perfectly wonderful...
Whether u accept them willingly or reluctantly, they still keep on coming...
The only thing u can do, most probably would be to acknowledge urself about the changes that are going to happen and make sure u are standing on the right path which will lead u to the right destination...
U might be in control with most of the things in ur life... However, the truth is that not all the things are mutually tolerable and controllable... U can't do anything u want just because u like it...
Nothing is perfect, this is the nature law; the law that everything and everyone just amazingly and undoubtedly conform to... Something that seem to be miraculously perfect must not be what they seem to be... So, don't seek for perfection in urself... Rather seek for flaw in urself... DEAL with it, CONQUER it, BEFRIEND with it, and finally BE it part of ur life...
Thing's saying: Flaw makes someone looks perfectly wonderful...
Thursday, November 6
低调是一种完美的呈现...
最近，话似乎说太多了... 多得有点不自在， 感觉很不寻常...
话少不如话多，其实我一直都深信着...
但往往都无法掌控，真令人懊恼，更有点讨厌自己的感觉！
脱口而出的话说得越多，曝露的缺点也就越多越多...
三思吧...
相信自己，要做自己想要做的那个自己， 不是别人...
要知道， 低调和谦卑是一种完美的呈现！
06112008... 蜕变前的丁少笔
话少不如话多，其实我一直都深信着...
但往往都无法掌控，真令人懊恼，更有点讨厌自己的感觉！
脱口而出的话说得越多，曝露的缺点也就越多越多...
三思吧...
相信自己，要做自己想要做的那个自己， 不是别人...
要知道， 低调和谦卑是一种完美的呈现！
06112008... 蜕变前的丁少笔
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