It's 2011 march now. Soon it's gonna be April and May will be just right after.

Time is passing by. I'm procrastinating. The drama of life is happening. Without pauses. My grandpa left us. The leaving is forever. My family is recovering, getting used to what it turned out to be. Everything was so sudden. Without noticeable sign, things just happened.

Life was wonderful and is less wonderful now.
Don't quite sure what it's gonna like in the future.

The world sucked. It still is. I'm sure it will always be that way. Greed is the biggest hindrance to the peace of the world. Greed is good. But it's always good for one, never more than that.

I was seeking for the peace of mind. I'm still seeking for it. But the world sucks. my body is greatly affected. My soul is directly influenced. The fact is that peace of the world could hardly be achieved. Chances are there. But very tiny. Almost negligible. Yet, chances are there. Peace of mind could easily be achieved. Well, not as easily as told after all. It practically involves the exercise of being ignorant. There was once a saying says "ignorance is bliss". It's undeniably true.
But, how?